I love (well loved) my job, however the stress of the situation I work in has been getting to me over the past 18 months, it's getting to the point now that most days I leave either feeling a bit jaded, or with a headache. I work hard, 10-11 hours a day, 5 days a week, plus some weekends every couple of months. It's not the hard work thats the issue, I absolutely love being busy, and working hard. It's the stress of working for people who aren't happy, and it seems can't stand anyone being happy, that's really taking a toll.
Mrs Boss is extremely high strung and blows up very easily. I'm fairly laid back, and it takes a fair bit to get me wound up, but gee she's doing a very good job at it. The relationship between Mr & Mrs Boss is one I'd never hope for, and I find being around it quite toxic.
I've always been one to value a job much more than the pay, I can cop alot of crapola if I love the job, and I've been doing that for the past couple of years. But it's getting to the stage where I spend alot of time wondering if it's worth it.
Surely life's too short to be miserable at work?
Mr Mel and I want to get married and have kids in the next year, I'm tossing up whether I make a move now, or wait to see if we fall pregnant, then look at a part time career change.
Some more thinking to be done........................
Till next time,
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